I thought about drawing Kamen Rider Deep Specter's Power Suit makeover to cope with my recent anxiety problems for a reason. Because, I had been into episodes of anxiety attacks affecting my mental health to the point I might reach into the point of insanity. That being said, this will be the last time I'd be drawing Rider Suits until Kamen Rider Ex-Aid airs this October. I feel like I want to trash all my previous Rider Suit designs because I feel so unappreciated, and/or that my designs are not so appreciated. Sorry, because I feel so depressed to the point I really want to give up everything that I worked here. I feel like I'm also tempted into handing over my crossover fic to someone else as well.
This is for gokyr586
(who is now EeveeNicks in her fanfiction.net and AO3 usernames) and LadyAran
An important message to LadyAran and EeveeNicks:
I feel such a jerkass trying to get your attention. Sorry guys, I feel that my stuff here in deviantart aren't so much given a good feedback lately. I have no one else to turn when dealing with my problems, It feels like I've been bottling up all my problems deep inside before I might completely break. I feel so miserable when you guys haven't made feedbacks to my previous stuff, I've been doing my best trying to fight with my problems, but I can't seem to find anyone around to help me with it.